Is This Love or Infatuation?

Every time he sees me, he runs over to me and gives me a kiss on the cheek and a hug, which I love. Also, at the risk of sounding weird, I can hear his thoughts even when we are miles apart. I know for sure because I asked him. I hear the music he plays for me, too.

I’m confused. I’m also guarded because I fear he will break my heart, but somehow he always manages to squash those fears. Should I be patient or simply move on?

This has been going on for a year, but I haven’t seen him in four months. I’m wondering if this is normal. Is he playing me or is he just not ready to date me? I’m afraid to just ask him because if he doesn’t want me I’ll be crushed, and if he does, am I ready?